Ended love!

I guess its cool that you don't care about all the feelings I have shared.....Every effin' word I said was true yet somehow you are pure heartless!!!!! Why I said it? haha cos I love you???

Yes I love you so deep it hurts........for 4 years, i endured much!!!! So deep inside a pain that hurts and when I try as hard as I can I really don't need a boy I need a man!!! Oh but wait....I thought I had a man So what are you again?

If you can't live up to that How the hell am I supposed to act? Your stupid friends who are nothing but so called chick magnets are no help to society!!!! So what if their girlfriends are hardworking? Plain Boring you mean??? hah...Unlike 'em I sure need a life!!! I have a wonderful one that does not require me to wake up at 8 in the morning and get screwed for some god damn paperwork!!!! I Don't need to justify anything to anyone including you! What happened to the way you were before this pain that you made hurt?? I thought it was.........endless love? Now I'm just living in denial!

What's wrong with IT? Why don't you care? I guess I expected more from a man like you!!! What happened to the love I knew was true??

I guess things happen for a reason- I hope so for the sake my own happiness! If you weren't the way you are,I would still LOVE YOU??? ya' think? You are the one I thought was worth my while!!!

But I guess(again) My heart was wrong,my mind right...No matter how long I held you tight or had "that" hope, This love would come to its end! Even though I know it now but not back then.........

Nat, you (Don't) complete me! E'nuff said...........