NatalieLynn: whole again.....

There are men who make the world better just being the kind of person they are. They have the gift of kindness or courage or loyal or integrity that others clearly do not possess. It really matters very little whether they are behind the wheel of a taxi or suit up in Prada from head to toe, Plays a tiny role in deciding and im not gonna lie :) but they do teach me the truth by living it- Where are all the Mr big?

Before this goes any further, let me just emphasize the importance of my happiness....

1. Its really top on my list TO DO!!

2.KNOWS no boundaries!

3.determines my DAY!

More amazingly than the unearthly glow was how, in the twinkling of an eye i was enveloped by a blanket of peace...Ahhhhh No matter what hardships still lay ahead, I knew i would be faithful to myself like how "he" was!! And despite all the "interesting" and "entertaining" news without knowing the whole truth & nothing but the truth, I was lucky!! I am now! I thank god for the day he made me whole again...My anxiety and frustration were replaced by love and understanding for those who had reacted negatively toward a situation that was slightly different!

I forgive........Never forget though!

As i've gotten older, I know i am still the same ME! Stubborn as hell and hopelessly in love! Not forgetting Misunderstood! It was wonderful at first but it had taken a real toll.Sometimes i would just channel my anger into words, crying and praying- Was it all worth it? And sometimes I wish i could see things through the eyes of a child-LESS confusing!!

I hate the fact that i can't be myself, In simple words.....I really resent the thought of other people trying to dictate my life. The way i see it, im not running a marathon here okay!! Im not even rushing to be in a relationship neither am I looking for mr potential! (cos i know there isn't any out there.....JUST yet!) Nobody has to be in my alley if i was looking for a summer fling

[Im resourceful and i don't think i need help in that department] So feel free to mingle!! When i am finally ready to dangle my feet again, I will let you know! Till then my once-shattered-heart will remain with me until further notice! hehehe :)

Meantime I hope to enjoy the accomplishments of myself and others.

Don't get me wrong, I am a lover at heart! I just don't like LIES and untrue "hollywood" stories!
Its just a matter of perspective, i'm wary of my situation and I take pride in doing what's best, to ensure I have a healthy and happy life! I am certainly NO garden-variety girl!

It is just so important to me to be Happy! Imagine my dismay when I came across a Fb account that has my picture on it as her profile? To be flattered or not to be? MAYBE i have one of these haters that really can't stand the fact that i'm having it wayyyy better than her or maybe im just so full of it that i don't realize that i actually have a twin sister who coincidentally takes the same camwhore pics like I do.....mmhhhh, either way im really not keen just curious thats all!

One heart can know what's true, One life can make the difference, You see it's really up to you!

Just the other day i was browsing through my ipod and found D song!!! Describing my current self of course and blabla!!! Thought ill share with ya guys!!! Im such a sucker for all things Nice!! Omgg "Atomic kitten" hahahaha....cute!!! 90's!! You rock my world!

If you see with another man, laughing and im joking doing what i can, I won't put you down cos i want you around...You can make whole again!

Looking back on where we first met, I cannot escape and i cannot forget....BABY you're the one,
you still turn me on, you can make me whole again!! -Atomic kitten-