NatalieLynn: The thrill until i'm spent!

I'M spoilt. I need a break...How do i get away on my own? Without having to be under the radar? Every night is just too much to handle, Things that pile one burden upon another.... hence, I'm spent!

New year! Not what am i going to start anew, More.......what am i going to let go of? What am i going to keep hold of? The past, the present or the future? Im yet to make a vow on this matter! Fear not....I will NOT procrastinate any longer!!

I am passionate about things that interest me in life .My family and My entire k-town clan! I read voraciously and collect books but only in specific genres ( Don't ask me why, its a sudden and intense awareness shift) I'm also passionate about what goes through my head! haha :) Both planned and accidental. This is partly why im in lurrrve with myself so much that i have an entire wall in my white room dedicated to yours truly only!!! Isn't that obvious...I might not have clarity on everything yet but i will- soon! Vain is an understatement!

I wonder sometimes, will that stack of questions in my head be answered? Fate is one of 'em! I really don't appreciate answers coming in by the bucket-loads! I'm not bold enough to use them to my advantage-I'm however not sure either if i want to sit back and reconsider my beliefs. So do I trust my thoughts to reshape?

FATE.......like i said,just a word! Never a believer nor a follower.....So you believe in making fortunate discoveries by accident? that fate will take you to places that you have never been before like the movie serendipity? think again! That's just a blockbuster hit! nothing surreal honey!!

I do not believe in a fate that falls on men however they act, but i do believe in a fate that falls on 'em unless they act!

If you had the chance to go back in time to mend something you thought was worth fixing...will you? Or do you rely solely on Fate to take its course? I would take a stand and make a difference-Dive deeper into my own actions and take the plunge, even if i have to fight my own battlefield! Because that's who I am........I guess what has been hidden from resurfaces now....Somewhat confronted at first, you realize you've given alot of thought into this.....Just always remember, we are in control and fate is just a force that predetermines events.something one cannot grasp! Practicality works mostly on a daily basis,lets be real! But my fairytale is often translate into an ever after!! I do count my blessings ya know!!! hehe :)