Life+love+labels = Precious! Everyday is taken for granted...you love,you live you buy and take chances and you rely on 'em! There is a song called 'One day left to live and i think everyone should live by it....It says to live and to love your life as much as you love your labels and louboutins....Never live for the future,Never expect a future that promises nothing but a lie and don't live for the past......Live for right now! Cos right now is the only time that matters!
Okay im gonna share a story here....which i swore i would never! like literally....but my mind keeps on turning back to the various issues going on in my life at the moment! I think you may appreciate it, i'm wary of blogging this, because those i know in real life may stumble across this blog, but if they do...i'm sure they will respect me enough to not hold this against me....So ere it goes....
MISTAKES.....everybody makes em! Silly/ stupid ones! Some that will affect 'em for the rest of their lives....I've made alot of mistakes in my life- mistakes that some seem to be unwilling to forgive me for....Mistakes that,in a matter of minutes have ruined something that i thought was perfect! Mistakes that i'll never forgive myself for,even if those who these mistakes hurt claim to forgive me.....All i know is the memories will fade into the background of my mind but this week will have changed me forever...Mistakes are apparently part of life......
So you fall for this guy and he seems amazing and you wander around in a daze and you feel like there should be little birds tweeting around your head and you should skip around the place in ballgowns...You spend most of the day with him and even if your not.....Your just daydreaming about him and everytime you get a text or a call from him you smile so silly and jump up and down and your friends are getting sick of his name constantly coming up in conversations and everything seems to be going right eventhough your caught up in a twisted love triangle!
Except that he turns out to be the complete opposite....and your like..."where's my fairytale" and where did all the birdies around my head go? And the best part is you still spend sooo much of your time thinking bout him...Ahhh classic! Then one day he apologises and tells you he knows his sorry and your just....mmhhhh tad too late dear! The hurt and the pain will fade away someday but you? Really i doubt i'll ever forget you! Fact is......i don't hate what happened but i just feel sorry for everyone.......im really not what you think i am....
There is a difference between throwing yourself at someone and loving someone!!! I only L.O.V.E. never resent....so get your facts right first before hating someone!
The point of this?
I am hoping that someone will read this and maybe someone will make a mistake and someone will hav the ability to forgive 'em cos they will know that at some point in their life,they will make a mistake too but i don't deny mine was costly.......and therefore im sorry!
All i know right now is.......sometimes you need to take a break from boys! Getitng ridiculously drunk is such a bad idea! hahaha... you never want to be that girl everyone has to look after eventhough it can be flattering at times! Never underestimate how close you can get to someone in a short space of time!
Wander around life by yourself..trust me time flies!!! HELLO 2010!! GOODBYEEE 2009!
